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Post by Jason Martin on Jul 24, 2009 19:20:16 GMT -5
Jason
He looked down at Bella with a sad look and was now wondering what she was saying too Edward. He sighed as he looked at the clouds of the day. Jason never wanted to be a Vampire and have to drink blood just to stay alive. He'd rather that he'd dead that night in New York City. But it couldn't be helped at the moment and he had to feed as the two below have called it. Jason looked around as he started to see red when a buck slowly wondered by. He wasn't sure what to do and looked at it. Just as he was about to think about what to do. A scream ring through out his mind and a image of the woman he'd killed as his first feeding. Jason scream in pain as his mind betrayed him. He fell from the tree to his knees on the ground and had his hands on this head. The scream of fear and image of the woman haunting him. Jason could still hear her pained cries and the plea's from her mind asking God to let her live. Jason cried out in pain again and mutter "Please take it away. I don't want it to her to haunt me anymore" he mumbled out loud enough for a Vampire to hear. Jason rocked while on the ground and for the first time since the dead of his parents Cried with sounds of sobs chocking him. He couldn't take this life any more. The woman who he had by mistake killed still haunted his dreams and his thoughts. It was going to drive him crazy before he had a chance to see his sister Alex again. Every time he tried to hunt, it always ended up like this. With Jason on the ground with that woman screaming in his mind and begging to leave. He'd hear-ed ever thought that woman was thinking while Jason was killing her. He'd never forgive himself for doing that to her. But at the time he couldn't control himself. It was all his fault that she was gone and her family would never see her again.
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Post by Edward Cullen on Jul 26, 2009 11:10:27 GMT -5
"Yes," Edward said to Bella before Jason fell from the tree. Edward mumbled a curse and looked at Bella. Very quietly, he said, "This would be so much easier if it were someone who didn't give a damn if the people lived or died."
"Jason," Edward said louder, "I can't. It happens to all of us," he was sure he said that Bella never killed anyone, but he left that out of it now, "When you're young, you can't help it." Edward guessed that he would feel better if he drank something. He wondered if he should take him to Carlisle.
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Post by Old Bella on Jul 26, 2009 22:37:08 GMT -5
Bella raised an eyebrow, unsure of what to say. This guy must seriously be an idiot. Sure, he didn't want to harm innocent lives, but if he wanted to live, he had to drink something. They would probably have to trick him into drinking something. However, that would mean draining an animal dry and spilling its blood into a glass or something, and saying it's a thick kind of juice. She thought to herself for a moment, then said, "Hey, how about we go see Carlisle? He'll know what to do."
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Post by Jason Martin on Jul 28, 2009 16:20:51 GMT -5
Jason
After calming down enough to think clearly. Jason looked at the ground he was on and then listened to Bella's thoughts. His eye's turned red from angry as he stood up. Turning his head and looking out of the coner of his eye at her. You could see his red eye's "I'm not being forced or tricked in to drinking blood" Jason said with a very scary, yet calm tone. He couldn't take it anymore and everything was confusing as it was right now without so stranger's coming to him saying he had to drink blood. Jason saw himself as a monster even at the thought of drinking it. But wrose of all the memories of that woman hunted him every time he even tried to keep himself alive with blood from anything. Jason turned around to look at them and sighed as he seem to disappear. Jason had decided to run from this two and to get away from the confusion of their thoughts. But as he was running he ran in to someone and they both fell to the ground rolling a few feet before stopping. Jason groaned when he pushed himself off the ground from on top of a girl.
He hurried off of her and looked at her in shock "It can't be" were his thoughts of fear. Jason had ran in to the one person he never thought of seeing again and the blood lust came back at the smell of blood from her head wound. Jason ran again to get away from Alex before he killed her while she was still out of it from the run in. Their dogs barked after him, but the stayed with Alex. Jason was shocked to see that his sister had some how come to the same area he was now in "Alex why did come looking for me" were his racing thoughts. He knew she would have sooner or later, But he would have liked it to have been later. Jason stopped at a water fall he found in the woods. He was far from Bella or Edward by now "Beautiful" He said at the sight of the water fall. He would drink the water, but the thought made his belly turn. Jason sighed again as he sat down. He wanted to be left alone and never to have someone make him do what he didn't want to. ON his kness, Jason looked in the water at his pale face and it looked a bit thiner then before. Eye's as red as blood and it scared him in many ways. At that moment a wounded deer was passing. But before it could go past Jason it fell to the ground at that moment bleeding to death.
Jason swallowed hard at the sight, it was as if someone was telling him "Feed and live". He thought about this for about ten minutes until his need for the blood was to much to bare anymore. He walked over to the now dead deer and knelt before it. His looked at it as if the deer would jump to life again to scream in fear of him. He was really a monster for even thinking of this and before he could even stop himself. Jason slowly started to drink the blood from it's neck. His eye's opened wide as they turned a bright red at the first Tast of the blood on his tongue. He choked but continued to drink as if he hadn't eaten for years. Once finished he looked at the wound it had. It was a gun shot wound and it looked bad enough to kill a human man. Jason let go of the animal's neck as he stood up. Looking down at the animal he felt bad for it. But for some reason it didn't feel as bad as it had been that woman. Jason felt a lot better, but was even more confused about his feeling towards what had just happen. Was it because it was already dead that their was no pain to his heart that he would regert doing this.
Jason decided to do a test to see what would happen if he killed a animal that was still alive. SO he ran off again and knowing that he was still wanting blood it would be good to find another animal. He soon found another deer who was all alone. He stalked it slowly at first. But then he speed up and tackled it before breaking it's neck. Jason felt sorry for the animal, but didn't feel like he had when killing the woman or it was at least not as bad. It was a animal, but still a living thing and he hardly felt bad about killing it. It would keep him alive and he was greatful for the deers blood. Jason knelt down and soon felt the warm blood flowing in his month after biting down hard. It was helping and he hoped to never have to kill another human again just to keep himself sane. Aftering finishing he walked away while wiping his month clean of blood. It was animal blood and he was greatful that. He such one day thank those two for giving him the idea of replacing his need for blood with animal blood. From this one his once green eye's were always a golden, green as a sign that he didn't drink human blood, but that of an animals. Jason was stronge in will, but this need for blood seem to be stronger and he'd keep himself from going after a human ever again as long as he had animal blood.
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Post by Old Bella on Jul 31, 2009 2:13:01 GMT -5
Now Bella was the one confused. After Jason had run off again, she really wasn't motivated to chase him. She couldn't help but feed bad for the kid, but hopefully he'd realise that he had no choice in the matter. He was a vampire after all, but at least he'd feed from animals rather than humans. She could tell that at least he wouldn't turn down that road. She grabbed Edward's hand, casually leaning into his lean, strong body. "I hope he's alright." she told him, taking a deep breath, loving how Edward's scent filled her olfactory senses.
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